December 19, 2005

I am writing Christmas/Chanukah cards and thinking about holidays..
How they are a mixture of very strong love and very strong loneliness.

Here is song by Kim Barlow called up to early flying. It is how I am feeling about now. I know it sounds sad but I am actually maybe nostalgic or something. I am looking forward to seeing my family, and thinking about the deep drifts in the park.

Why do we miss people who made us upset when they were alive. It baffles me.