if I had a tried harder if we had tried harder if i had told the truth if i had known what the truth was if no-one had died if we talked better if i had listened more if we had taken the time if we'd had the patience if I weren't the person I am if he weren't the person he was if my reason were as strong as my heart if we had been in the same story if we hadn't been so damn defensive if I could have told him this when I had the chance if there were two chances or maybe even three if this weren't the story it is if I didn't still love him if he still loved me