or maybe it's not too late
or it is
or I could act natural and he would never know
or it's just a tactic
or I could just stop listening to my heart (but it's shouting)
or just forget it and shove it away
or I can't I just can't
or sometimes it's just harder to get over some things than others
or maybe somethings you don't get over 
or I will leave and go somewhere where I don't have a history
or we will act adult and be friends and one of us will be lying
or I stop and listen to the sound of something breaking for a year and a bit

My heart is to strong it's too strong why did my heart grow this way?